@alimei

[devilinside]

I watched him tonight on the MTV awards....whew.......

[Mazzy]

it's yours.

i'll post it when i Heaven's stuff.

i tell you, i'm sick of looking at this necklace. it has brought me nothing but grief.

[fireflyry]

Purty.

[Mazzy]

it used to be a belt.

my sister had this belt and it had been sitting there for like, seven years right untill i was looking through the closet and i found it just hanging there and i decided for her that she didn't need it anymore. i turned it into that and a few other necklaces. i also made myself a headband sort of wear. it's pretty cool. it makes me look like a hippy...like i needed something to reinforce my appearance like that of a hippy.

[fireflyry]

I like the stones/crystals.

[Mazzy]

i like kiwi's.

our new butcher manager at work is kiwi. his name is Blaire. he's so cool. he's taken to me really quick, as in he pinches me and stuff when he's in my way or whatever. he laughs at my jokes too and i tell the most ridiculous jokes. he says hi to me all the time. yeah. weirdo's.

[fireflyry]

It's because we are constantly drunk....always.

My butcher is an Italian and constantly tells me why his 5 sons are a pain in the ass.Seeing as they are all in their thirties and still live at home it is a source of humour.

I like meat.

[Mei]

Once again... my thread is awesome..

[Martin]

And that's for a good reason 

[Mei]

And that's for a good reason 

Being sick really sucks....

[Martin]

I know

Hope you feel better soon dear Mei 

[devilinside]

how are the nails?

[Mei]

They're fine! I was gonna text you again while they were drying but I didn't wanna mess em' up

Ok so I went on an adventure this weekend to Dallas. I set out to conquer a couple of stores in the mall. My companion.... wanted to conquer the ENTIRE mall. Dallas sucks. The traffic is stupidly congested and people have about as much manners as Roseanne Barr (sp?) in an all you can eat pizza parlor. We left our room at 12 and didn't get home til 8 that night. So tired, with blisters on my feet from the heels I was wearing, and starving I crawled back to the hotel room and onto the bed. Finally feeling like I could relax she plops and the bed and says "how about a movie?"

Are you trying to kill me woman....??

Needless to say I didn't go. I went into our bathroom with the jet spa tub and read. She later told me I was being "boring" and said that she wanted to shop more tomorrow. I didn't do that either so she probably thinks I'm like an old maid or something.

I dunno.. give me a camera and a book and I'm set for the day.. well and my music. I hate malls and I hate crowds. Something else I hate, ninja bikes. My god those are fucking annoying. I love it when guys speed up really fast and make it as noisy as possible because they think it will gain them some attention and make them look sexy. Bitch plz.

Rant off, I love everyone that has ever posted in my thread. I just went back and read it from page one and I'm now in a better mood 

[Martin]

ROFL at the Roseanne and 'bitch plz' comments hahhaha

She might think you're boring, but she wrong. You rock You're not boring, you're chilling

[Mei]

I just dropped mom off at the hospital to have her surgery. I hate it too. It's not a normal surgery, this is to see if she has cancer or not. I told her I'd be back once she got done because the doctor says it won't take more than a hour. I'd rather sit here at my desk and cry where I'm in private than in a waiting room with strangers. I hate things like this.. I'm already going over the "what if's" in my mind. The previous surgery she had she stopped breathing when they put her to sleep and she almost died. I'm walking around the house touching everything she last touched because I feel like I just walked her to death for some reason. I was the last person to see her and I just hope she knows I love her.

Being mortal is nothing more than a fucking curse.

[rxqueen]

:/ Mei, that's scary. I hope everything will be alright. Such moments make you remember how much you love this person you call mom. I'm 100% sure she knows how much you love her, don't worry bout that!

[Martin]

Ow Mei
I'm sure she knows you love her, like RX Queen said, don't worry about that.
I hope she's allright. It's scary.

*huggs & holds Mei*

[Princess Layme]

I just dropped mom off at the hospital to have her surgery. I hate it too. It's not a normal surgery, this is to see if she has cancer or not. I told her I'd be back once she got done because the doctor says it won't take more than a hour. I'd rather sit here at my desk and cry where I'm in private than in a waiting room with strangers. I hate things like this.. I'm already going over the "what if's" in my mind. The previous surgery she had she stopped breathing when they put her to sleep and she almost died. I'm walking around the house touching everything she last touched because I feel like I just walked her to death for some reason. I was the last person to see her and I just hope she knows I love her.

Being mortal is nothing more than a fucking curse.

You didn't tell me about this  I hope she's ok now, no wonder you didn't answer your phone, sorry for buggin chick i didn't know.. Everything will be ok, your mom is strong and she needs your strenght too. I wish i could be there for support.
Call me when you can ok chick.

[Mazzy]

let us know what happens.

this is the worst thing about diseases like cancer. it's the slowest painful death you can have. a babysitter that i had since i was about six died of breast cancer a few years ago. she got a bit delirious just before she died.

i'm sure your mum will be fine. i can't promise it but praying and hoping for it to not be bad news is all you can do.

[Moz La Punk]

Yeah a few people in my family died of it, my mom almost but she survived thank god. There is always hope you know. A few years ago I thought I would lose my mother (my father too btw but thats another story) but now she's alive and happy.

All the luck in the world to you and your mom.