The +/- thread!

[lftpp]

- forlorn as fuck
- no expectations or things to look forward

[BillyNo.9]

+ Went for lunch with my ex and we made out in her car afterwards. What is going on.
- Then she tells me later that night that she's hanging out with this guy she's kinda been seeing. ouch.

[devilinside]

+ 5k marathon with zombies chasing me
+ more tattoos
- the fact that spring is not here yet

[deftones47]

- Having to wait through an already late spring just for summer to come.

[deftones47]

+ Finally getting some spring weather
+ Seeing friends tomorrow

[BillyNo.9]

- Obsessively checking my ex's facebook and twitter accounts.

[deftones47]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[chick de la lynch]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[devilinside]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[luisch]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[black coffee]

Even more sad to know 4 years ago the guys in the band were optimistic he would recover! RIP Chi you legend, you will be missed. Fucking car accidents.

[digital bath]

- just waking up after a great night, first sunny day since months, and now I'm reading that Chi is dead.
Sitting in front of my PC with tears in my eyes

[sing blue silver]

- just waking up after a great night, first sunny day since months, and now I'm reading that Chi is dead.
Sitting in front of my PC with tears in my eyes

I cried my eyes out like a little bitch last night. Nice to see the news made front page of reddit. Reading all the comments from people he had such an impact on brings a smile to my face.

[black coffee]

- Obsessively checking my ex's facebook and twitter accounts.

Dude you are losing face and that is a terrible thing. Whenever I meet my ex ( my first ex in fact ) she looks at me this disrespectful way, because she knows what happened back in the day, what I tried to win her back. The problem about humiliating myself in front of her was not that she would think bad of me, but that I lost respect for myself and it took a while to regain it.  Sad to see someone else in a very similar situation. I wish you all the best, kiddo.

[BillyNo.9]

-/+ went to a rock night at a local nightclub and sat alone most of the night. Drinking cranberry and vodkas in tribute to Chi. I went alone hoping that something amazing would happen, like one of the many beautiful, lonely girls stood outside having a cigarette looking troubled  would notice me and come over and start talking or something amazing. It was a good hopeful distraction from all the other shit at least.

The only bonds I made all night were with some guy that had a white pony tattoo on his leg and a student from the Isle of Man that shovels tapir shit as part of is degree . I walked back with a homeless guy I see around sometimes that shreds the bongos. I gave him a few pounds with Chi in mind, remembering that clip from S/T where Chi gives some guy $20. I knew the guy was just going my way to buy some heroin. Not really sure how I feel tonight to be honest. Guess I'm going to drink more vodka and listen to Hum.

[devilinside]

- the shit goin down in Boston...the world has gone mad.

[BillyNo.9]

- I really do just want to die. Living in such a hopeless life is fucking agony every day.

[luisch]

+ The Cure live. Amazing set.

[digital bath]

+ 17th june: got my long awaited date for my tattoo
+ 18th june: Limp Bizkit concert
+ 19th june: Korn concert

was a great fan back in the days, "significant other" + "issues" blowed my mind away, never saw them live so it's cool to have the chance to see my old "heroes".
But...

- ...have to work on these days :/

[BillyNo.9]

- Everything seems to enrage me. Customers at work, random girls in clubs acting like bitches to their male friends and disgustingly blatant/despicable adverts on Spotify when I'm just trying to pretend I'm someone else by listening to A Tribe Called Quest.