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The +/- thread!

Started by raynor, Jun 22, 2004, 10:15 PM

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Jacob

+ met an amazing girl
- work
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

sing blue silver

-probably losing my job over other people's mistakes
-which means i can't move into this apartment because i have no income
-i got this job on good faith because my employment history is terrible
-officially homeless... again
-been denied any assistance from my family
-everything i've ever wanted to do or be has fallen apart
-seriously considering suicide
-i have no choice but to live on the streets
-that is if i chose to live at all

Jacob

Quote from: sing blue silver on Aug 16, 2010, 04:58 PM
-probably losing my job over other people's mistakes
-which means i can't move into this apartment because i have no income
-i got this job on good faith because my employment history is terrible
-officially homeless... again
-been denied any assistance from my family
-everything i've ever wanted to do or be has fallen apart
-seriously considering suicide
-i have no choice but to live on the streets
-that is if i chose to live at all

that's horrible dude. hopefully you're just feeling this low at the moment because of the bad news. I know it's easy to say and not very helpful, but just stay positive and don't give up. take any outside help you can. I was on the brink of giving up completely just a few months ago, then all of a sudden the pieces started falling into place and things are looking much much brighter. and what made me able to push through was talking to people and asking for help - both family, friends and a doctor.
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

lostpilot

Quote from: sing blue silver on Aug 16, 2010, 04:58 PM
-probably losing my job over other people's mistakes
-which means i can't move into this apartment because i have no income
-i got this job on good faith because my employment history is terrible
-officially homeless... again
-been denied any assistance from my family
-everything i've ever wanted to do or be has fallen apart
-seriously considering suicide
-i have no choice but to live on the streets
-that is if i chose to live at all

I am with you man.
Don't do what you'll regret and stay positive.

If you need to talk in person, maybe to get some solutions for what you're feeling, give me a line in PM

sing blue silver

Well it's been 10 solid tears of horrible for me. I think I'm just gonna leave town. I love live it's just it's really bad and never looks up.

sing blue silver

#15065
-my new tattoo just got made fun of by 6 older co-workers. Fuck man I just want to break down. I do work at a hardware store though so I guess I don't really have anything in common with anyone here. I really don't fit in because I'm quiet and a bit strange by their manly man standards.

Jizzlobber

+ my first SL post in about 5 month : 0
+ "Diamond Eyes" is Deftones return to form :)
+ gonna go home and smoke a lunch time bong soon : )

- still a few more hours of work...meh...
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Jacob

Quote from: sing blue silver on Aug 16, 2010, 06:14 PM
-my new tattoo just got made fun of by 6 older co-workers. Fuck man I just want to break down. I do work at a hardware store though so I guess I don't really have anything in common with anyone here. I really don't fit in because I'm quiet and a bit strange by their manly man standards.

fuck them, you know you're better than their hive mind mentality.

and your new tattoo is awesome btw.
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

black coffee

#15068
Don't let that bring you down. People always like to make fun of people who are slightly different to the "mass", be it having long hair ( edit- as a guy ), wearing different clothes or having a tattoo.
All that matters is your performance at work, and if it wasn't your fault like you said, I would fight for that job and explain what really happened to my boss.

sing blue silver

well i've convinced them to give me another chance at my job, thank fucking god. i could not afford to lose it. things have been okay the past 2 days but i'm still just down all the time. i guess i've been depressed 90% of the time for pretty much my entire life but i find happy people irritating anyway. thanks for the support guys. i more or less just expected to get ripped on, as is the norm around here, but i was surprised how nice you guys were. i'm still pretty down in the dumps and i'm not really happy with my life but who is? i just feel like i have a lot of talent i'm just wasting by never sharing my music with anyone. there's not really anyone to play music with around here and i never have time which is a bummer and my personal life is still in shambles but i think it'll all be okay.

+having a place to vent. thanks SL.

raynor

what do you play and where do you live dude?

sing blue silver

i've been playing guitar about 10 years and i live in nova scotia.... which is in canada.... also known as nowhere. when people say they're in the middle of nowhere they're referring to here.


i also play drums and bass but i think guitar is more my strongpoint.

Crazylegs

#15072
+ just moved and started studying meteorology a few days ago
+ a week of partying
-  i'm a wreck already

+ Sing bluje silver, not feeling suicidal anymore.

sing blue silver

+music is therapy
+being creative and making an attempt at some sort of productivity.

oldgentlovecraft

Quote from: sing blue silver on Aug 19, 2010, 12:40 AM
+music is therapy
+being creative and making an attempt at some sort of productivity.

Best way to get through the shit

+ catching up on horror films
+ prepared for classes/syllabus for each class updated

lithium

+deftones this Saturday
💩

devilinside

+ ready for Saturday
- super sleepy
- gotta finish up work tonight
- i get the point

TheWatcher

Quote from: devilinside on Aug 16, 2010, 01:09 PM
+ Chicago in a few weeks
when are u comin to chicago?

Jacob

pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

devilinside

Quote from: TheWatcher on Aug 20, 2010, 06:49 PM
Quote from: devilinside on Aug 16, 2010, 01:09 PM
+ Chicago in a few weeks
when are u comin to chicago?

I will be there Sept 3-6

Quote from: Jacob on Aug 21, 2010, 01:51 PM
+ Ikea

I <3 ikea. That's where I bought my bed.





- soooper nervous!