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Started by raynor, Jun 22, 2004, 10:15 PM

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Chrisbo

Quote from: "feeling like more"
Quote from: "Chrisbo"
Quote from: "feeling like more"
Quote from: "Chrisbo"

- I've just realised how much it stinks that I can't stop thinking about my best friend (who is a girl) and how hot she is and the fact that nothing is ever gonna happen now cause next year she's going to Thailand for a year, then when she comes back she's going to Glasgow, but I'm staying in Edinburgh. Man, I'd go as far as to say that I love the girl from the deepest of my heart, and it hurts every time I see her, and I feel like I can't say a thing cause it'll ruin everything. I apologise for whining, and assure you that I am not gay - most of the people I know think that if you are open and honest about the way you feel then you are gay which is fucking bullshit!

+ I love the sea - it's so eloquent and the sound of the waves crashing in is like music to my ears. Whenever I hear it, it reminds of when I lived in New Zealand for a few years - fucking beautiful country!

i had the same situation where i was really really good mates with this girl and i thought she just wanted to be friends. i liked her heaps and we would've been so good together but after she found out i got with this other girl she hooked up with some random guy. she then told me she'd liked me all along but was with this new guy now. 2 years later almost and they'r still together and we'v gone from seeing each other every single day to once every few months. it sucks.

btw where in NZ did you live?

Yeah, it's the same for me where you say that you and this girl would've been good together - I feel like if I was with this girl we would be perfect. Sometimes it feels like she does want to be with me and she's waiting for me to tell her how I feel, then other times it feels like she can't be bothered with me at all, I just don't understand her and don't know what she wants but then maybe it's the same for her and she's thinking the same about me - I guess the fact that we're really close friends just makes things complicated and the whole situation confusing because I feel like if I do tell her then there is the risk of tainting the friendship we've built up over the years, but I guess if you really want something to happen you've got to take the risk.

I lived in New Plymouth for a few months before moving to Whangarei - it was so wierd for me cause I was used to the shitty weather in Scotland, then getting to New Zealand, in Summer with soaring temperatures and shit, moving in to a house beside the beach (that was in New Plymouth), it was just so cool. I loved it there!
I'll always remember this place called Tutukaka as well - my dad had a boat and he used to take us all out into the sea on fishing trips and stuff, it was cool. We'd go out early in the morning, come back in during the afternoon and go to one of the bar/restaurants there and have lunch - it was great back then, being a kid and all! (Sorry for the essay  :) )

+ Fond memories

from my experience i think it will taint the friendship if you want to be with each other and niether of you do anything about it. the tension will get the better of you. as for the days she seems she cant be bothered with you, thats just what they'r like. noone can be best friends24 hrs a day 7 days a week. she's just having a bad day or somthing. do somthing before its too late.

i'v been to whangarei. i stayed there a night, it has that cool peir thing hey. my bro lives in aukland so i'v been over a few times.

Oh yeah, I think I remember the pier thing you're talking about - it's beside the river down in the centre of the city. I remember going there with my class in the summer and you could hardly see any water cause the whole place was chock-full with boats. I'll probably go back there someday, for a holiday or something.
I remember staying in Auckland, too, for the first night when we got to New Zealand and it was awesome for me because I had never been to a big city before and the night-light skyline was so cool.
Cheers for the advice as well dude!  :)

Quote from: Chino Moreno
You are as cool as you tell yourself you are...everybody just do what you do...have a good time...don't walk around being a punk...walk around and be excited...live your life

ItsClassicalAnyways

+OMFG IS THAT THE SUN? its been sunny here for 3 or 4 days now, HUZZAH!
-having to do shitty things, like look for a job and clean the house when i could be on the meadows getting high and playing hacky sack. fuckers
-completley skint, had to rack up the pennies so i could afford some tobacco. shit.

Chrisbo

Quote from: "ItsClassicalAnyways"+OMFG IS THAT THE SUN? its been sunny here for 3 or 4 days now, HUZZAH!

Yeah, I know - I got sunburnt at the beach the other day, crazy! No doubt the weather will be shite next week though.

+ Listening to Team Sleep
- Got too much sleep last night, so I've felt groggy all day

Quote from: Chino Moreno
You are as cool as you tell yourself you are...everybody just do what you do...have a good time...don't walk around being a punk...walk around and be excited...live your life

Jacob

+ the weather
+ Dredg and Team Sleep. SO FUCKING GOOD!
+ Worms 3D
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

4th Eye

Quote from: "aenemic"+ the weather
Yeah, it's a nice weather here too. There was some speculation of rain but I can't even see one damn cloud out there. The transition between spring and summer is the best time of the year.

+ I just put up a terrace in our backyard and drank a cold beer there after sauna.
? A rather sober weekend.

black coffee

Quote from: "Ghost of a Bullet"
- / + : trying to cut down on weed

hah i know how exactly you're feeling. i didnt smoke anything since last sunday, and with every day i am getting more and more comfortable with the situation. its fine to show yourself 'yes, i can chill without being stoned, i can still have a good time'
its not like im never gonna smoke again, but breaks are a good thing.
when i feel likedoing it someday again, i will do it, but it has to be more of 'pleasure smoking' instead of doing it every day like i used to.

lipstickparty

+me finding white cranberry apple green tea, at Target.

- having to work at 4 and it's raining :(

lifter

-its so hot
-bored
+got a new dvd burner
-i feel like smoking and playing hacky sack too like classical

Oldnewtype

+ going to the movies and swimming with my g/f, mike and his girl
+ Team Sleep
- beer shits

digital_maggit

Quote from: "4th Eye"
Quote from: "aenemic"+ the weather
Yeah, it's a nice weather here too. There was some speculation of rain but I can't even see one damn cloud out there. The transition between spring and summer is the best time of the year.
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the weather here in Utah is kickass.  I don't wanna go back to Phoenix. Blahhh

rosebud#9

+Crenshaw  <3
+gonna get fucked up tonight
+Parrot's Bay rum
+PINK PORNSTARS

-it's cloudy here today
-my jaw hurts

The Captain

Quote from: "rosebud#9"
-my jaw hurts
:wink:

Oldnewtype

- i feel like a fucking retard for liking a girl. i fucking hate this feeling

lifter

+got fucked up tonite with my friend and his friend
+ate dennys
+got free oreo milkshakes

Mazzy

+ Mum came out of hospital yesterday.
+ We celebrated mum's and Aunty Helen's birthday today.
+ Rehearsals went good.
+ Play is next week. I'm really nervous.

- Trying to finish my assignment tonight cause it's due in tomorrow.
- Can't wait till semester one is over. I can't wait to drop out.

ItsClassicalAnyways

me and lifter should get together with a sack of grass and a sack of hack.

+nice day
+gonna go play pitch n putt again, hopefully
-parents

rosebud#9

Quote from: "The Captain"
Quote from: "rosebud#9"
-my jaw hurts
:wink:


perve!!!

alvarezbassist17

yeah dude you gotta stop hitting rosie in the face.

rosebud#9

Quote from: "alvarezbassist17"yeah dude you gotta stop hitting rosie in the face.

yeah that's your job   :wink:


haha

lifter

Quote from: "ItsClassicalAnyways"me and lifter should get together with a sack of grass and a sack of hack.

haha, fo sho. kickinback with a sack and playin some hack.