@Jambi

[blixa]

it's all pretty frightening. i'm semitic. that swastika tattoo is a direct insult to my people. plus imagine introducing him to my father...that's the last thing i want to visualise. my dad would kick my arse to the high heavens.

as far as i'm aware he thinks other cultures are beneath him. he refused to eat the dolmades my friend's mum made. his reason was that he doesn't eat ethnic food. why? because he's a fucking nazi. he sent me an email tonight which is very very disturbing. it's pretty much an explanation of why he's ashamed of himself for saying what he said to my mate, not because it was degrading towards me but because i'm not "on his level" and that he expected better from his taste in women.

[Law]

haha you get yourself in some funny situations, just meet a normal guy I'm sure it's easier and tell this guy to burn in hell. I felt so unbelievably drained after visiting Auschwitz, so anyone associated isn't worth the time of day.

[blixa]

i didn't get myself in this mess. i dropped my friend to her boyfriend's house and came down for a glass of cranberry juice and he was there. i didn't even notice him until he laughed. maybe he's a victim of his own circumstance?

flannery was right, "a good man is hard to find."

not that i'm looking. i have absolutely no interest in dating anyone at this stage in my life.

[Law]

I don't believe you with that... I think if the right person comes along it flips your world around literally. So, keep the FAITH!

[blixa]

no really. i just want to concentrate on my final year at uni. i don't mind having someone to get all the sexual anguish out of me though but i usually find that it comes with responsibilities as well.

i think i'm the most hated person here now because of my stance on people who eat meat. for fuckssake, what do they expect me to say? oh yeah, peter. you can totally love animals and eat a burger as well. how can i say it's okay when i don't believe that.

i'm just going to go to bed now. all the hatred is making me tired.

[Law]

Haha no you aren't, it's good that you stand up for what you believe, I like that a lot in people.

[blixa]

it also makes you the most ridiculed person.

the skinhead came by my work today. a customer found three kittens in a box in the park tonight and he bought them over to show me. i was playing with them (they were absolutely beautiful!) and then skinhead appears and i'm like, "ummmm."

he's playing with fire and he's going to burn to death.

[Law]

Please set the bastard on fire asap!

Edit: It also reduces the competition from my point of view.

[blixa]

he just stands around and stares. what disturbs me is that he hasn't spoken to me yet. i served him when he bought beer today and he wouldn't put the money in my hand. i didn't think much of it but he wouldn't extend his hand when i went to give him his change. i had to put it on the counter. i was like, give me a fucking break.

dude, at this stage there is absolutely no competition. this guy hates me but wants to stick his penis in my premises.

[Jacob]

what's so wrong about that? I hate the entire female gender and yet I want to stick parts of myself inside a lot of them.

[blixa]

at least you hate the entire female race equally. he's a skinhead, and not the nice type of skinhead. his dad is a racist with a swastika tattoo. he's never ever had a thing for a non-white female. maybe he's having a mental breakdown. MAYBE I'M HIS MENTAL BREAKDOWN?

[Law]

You're not, you're our angel.


See, I do have CHARM!

[Jacob]

maybe he's just thinking "hey, gotta try everything once"? maybe you might actually turn him into a proper young man? I say give it a go.

[blixa]

he's a racist. i've heard the shit he says and there's always an undertone to it. i'm surprised he has friends at all. all i've heard him say about me is disgusting things about my physical anatomy. i think he desires the things he hates and that frightens him. he'll have a mental breakdown if i pinned him down and kissed him.

oh no, tainted lips.

i hate that i am sexually attracted to him. in the way that he desires what he hates, i desire what hates me. fucked up. i need freud up in here. no...that'll fuck me up worse.

i'll drive to his house tomorrow. OH WAIT, NO ETHNIC PEOPLE ALLOWED. WHITES ONLY.

[lostpilot]

I am proud of myself. I wrote 8 pages of my paper today. about 16 are left to write, or even less, so I've done 1/3 of the work.
Cool:)

[Crazylegs]

i hate that i am sexually attracted to him.

Seems like you post a post with this sentence in it probably twice a day.

I am proud of myself. I wrote 8 pages of my paper today. about 16 are left to write, or even less, so I've done 1/3 of the work.
Cool:)

way to go Kaleidoskopijus

[Law]

i hate that i am sexually attracted to him.

Seems like you post a post with this sentence in it probably twice a day.

I am proud of myself. I wrote 8 pages of my paper today. about 16 are left to write, or even less, so I've done 1/3 of the work.
Cool:)

way to go Kaleidoskopijus

haha mate, you 'sort' her out!

[blixa]

i hate that i am sexually attracted to him.

Seems like you post a post with this sentence in it probably twice a day.

I am proud of myself. I wrote 8 pages of my paper today. about 16 are left to write, or even less, so I've done 1/3 of the work.
Cool:)

way to go Kaleidoskopijus

my hormones are whacked. i spent the last 22 years shunning sex and i never really thought about it at all. this year is horrible because my hormones are whacked. i already said that but you don't want to be me right now. it's very frustrating. i like fat guys, skinny guys, guys who are bad for me, guys who are out of my league, guys who are racist skinheads...i seriously want to sleep and never wake up.

[blixa]

I HATE MEN. FUCKING PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY MAKES ME SICK.

[Law]

I'm sure you aren't as screwed as you think, you're probably just feeling a bit off and analysing every ounce of information you can think of. We all think you're great anyway, I know I do. Shalom.