@Jambi

[lostpilot]

best. move. ever.

[Jacob]

I hate when girls do that. what the hell do you expect to happen?

[blixa]

i don't really mean to do it. that's just how i react. i get really awkward and everytime i go to say something it comes out very wrong.

even when i start liking someone, there is never any intention on my part to act on those feelings and i almost never ever expect anything to happen. i just like them and it would take me a few months or years to get over them. i've never actually pursued or dated anyone i have had very strong feelings for because i'm too terrified to talk to them. the idea of someone knowing i like them is unappealing to me. it always feels like i'm exposing my weakness, especially if the guy i like is extremely good looking.

[lostpilot]

my ex-gf was taken to the hospital today due to sinus tachycardia, which was basically caused by stress of us breaking up, alcohol and lots of nicotine. I feel like shit now, cause this was directly my fault

[Jacob]

it wasn't directly your fault. it was her own decision to do whatever she did after you broke up. so it might be because of you, but you're not to blame. sad to hear either way, I hope she's ok.

maz - I know what you mean and I'm kinda like that too. well, I used to be. I don't really have much of a problem talking to girls I find attractive anymore, but I still have a really hard time making any "moves" or showing interest at all. until a few weeks ago. when I have more time I'll tell you the entire story of the girl I've been seeing a few times now. my bravery will shock you just as it did me.

[blixa]

jacob's right, darius. you can't blame yourself. it would have been more damaging to the BOTH of you if you hadn't broken up because there is nothing fulfilling about a relationship that has run its course.

maz - I know what you mean and I'm kinda like that too. well, I used to be. I don't really have much of a problem talking to girls I find attractive anymore, but I still have a really hard time making any "moves" or showing interest at all. until a few weeks ago. when I have more time I'll tell you the entire story of the girl I've been seeing a few times now. my bravery will shock you just as it did me.

i. can't. do. it.

i know it's self-esteem issues too. my extended family only reflect their love in a cruel form at most times. i am told often that since i don't have the looks that i would have to be very smart and charming to find someone who will go out with me. i've tried to believe in myself but i always fall short on doing the full trot. i'm very masculine a lot of the time because learning to 'man up' was a way that i could deal with things. tell me your war stories hahaha i think i can learn something from them.

[lostpilot]

she's in reanimation now.

[Law]

she's in reanimation now.

Mate I hope everything is fine, we're all here for you to rant if need be!

And Jacob and Mazzy, buck up on your moves! Maz I am expecting more than ignoring me hahahaha!

[Crazylegs]

she's in reanimation now.

Mate I hope everything is fine

me too.

Don't blame yourself buddy.

[lostpilot]

fuck it, she never told me she had diabetes.
it was the diabetes freak out, she'll stay in reanimation for 3 days.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn it.

[Law]

Yeah man please don't beat yourself over it.

Love this scene (extended):

The Comedian's Funeral

[blixa]

mr law, i don't think we could ever meet...

fuck it, she never told me she had diabetes.
it was the diabetes freak out, she'll stay in reanimation for 3 days.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn it.

yes, damn you for inventing diabetes.

[lostpilot]

no, she actually has diabetes from she was child, she just never thought it is relevant, so she never told me.
she's a lot better today. good!

[Law]

mr law, i don't think we could ever meet...

Way to piss on my bonfire love!

[blixa]

mr law, i don't think we could ever meet...

Way to piss on my bonfire love!

the only reasonable way we could ever meet is if it was in a pitch black room hahaha

[Law]

mr law, i don't think we could ever meet...

Way to piss on my bonfire love!

the only reasonable way we could ever meet is if it was in a pitch black room hahaha

haha you classy and saucy bird

[blixa]

i'll send you a map with an x on a building and you have to get there on your own.

i'll be in the corner with some cola and a cigarette, looking out the window.

[Law]

haha that sounds awesome, you stay classy!

[blixa]

adam, have you ever had eggs cooked in beer?

[Law]

No that sounds a bit wrong to be honest. But will you do it for me?

And for some reason, Maz you remind me of this tune.

Metric - Satellite Mind

Anyway, submitted my corrections for my paper, should be out asap.