The Confession Booth

[Layla]

i dont do anything "important" sober

i blow all my extra money on drugs instead of saving it

i have a delveloping coke habit

i lie to myself on a daily basis

if your being honest.. i totally understand were your coming from..

for me its the partying and drugs together, that make it so hard to give up...
i have so much fun..i feel so alive...and nothing else matters..its like, im waiting for something bad to happen to me, in order to stop.

maybe we should go to rehab.




......ya. right.

[hydroponic82]

its like, im waiting for something bad to happen to me, in order to stop.

exactly.  i feel it WILL take something tragic   

maybe we should go to rehab.




......ya. right.

[Layla]

^ i was talking to a good friend of mine about this...and it was scary because he said, when you get THAT FAR, to the point were its going to take something tragic to change your lifestyle/drug habits. you need help. 

[hydroponic82]

well noone can 'help' you until you decide to help yourself.  thats the advice i always get from people trying to ' help'.

ill just wait for the tragic shit . 

[Layla]

the way i see it is, im going to die someday, life will fall into place, follow its destiny... so im gonna live it up. i like to feel good...i like to HAVE THE TIME OF MY fucking LIFE....unfortunately, the right drugs make everything 10x BETTER.

[rxqueen]

i get nervous alot of the time talking to people i dont know

I always forget their names when they tell it to me..

I hate this world most of the time, or what people make of it.

I'm scared of these little girls from horror movies. And with scared I mean I get all freaked out as if my life was in danger..

I dance alone in my room til my clothes are wet wet wet..

I'm lazy and sometimes unreliable (which pisses me off about myself..)

[devilinside]

When i'm upset,I like to bring others down with me

[Jerry_Curls]

I like to tell myself that I like being a lone in my life, but in reality, I really want someone.

[TheWatcher]

I like to tell myself that I like being a lone in my life, but in reality, I really want someone.

that bag of weed is always there for you.

[Zevaka]

spending all the money i have for alcohol

[Necrocetaceanbeastiality]

Occasionally, I wonder what it would sound like if I snapped my cat's neck.

Wow, it sounds even more fucked up when I actually say it.

[Layla]

i thought about putting my dog who i love like no other, in the oven... just to see if i could actually bring myself to do it.

[tension_the_wire]

* Im still scared of girls
* I still cry when listening to the following songs:
   Pennyroyal Tea - Nirvana
   Nutshell - Alice In Chains
* I sometimes (usualy) have sick/morbid thoughts and Im really scared that one I'll do them.
* I wonder what it would be like to have a gay relationship
* Im often dwarfed by the size of our lifes
* I hide pot from my girlfriend so I'll have more
* I once played a girl Sliver from Nirvana and said I wrote it
* I masterbated in church once
* I get really really shy around people and they think Im a snob
* I stole from a church once
* I like taking poos in hairdryers at motels, so that the next person who uses it will get splattered with poo.
* After being together for 10 years, Im still head over heels in love with my girlfriend.
* I masterbate while my g/f is asleep next to me.
* I sometimes think of my g/f sister and her mum when we have sex!

[Necrocetaceanbeastiality]

I like taking poos in hairdryers at motels, so that the next person who uses it will get splattered with poo.

Genius.

I'm gonna have to try that one.

[tension_the_wire]

I like taking poos in hairdryers at motels, so that the next person who uses it will get splattered with poo.

Genius.
I'm gonna have to try that one.

\
Just make sure you poo IN FRONT of the fan part!

I got this from Mike Patton....he used to do it!

[devilinside]

I like taking poos in hairdryers at motels, so that the next person who uses it will get splattered with poo.

Genius.

HAHAHA!!!!!


Too bad you cant be there to see it happen.

[law]

I just finished off my band. We were doing pretty fucking good too, but then again my heart wasn't in it.

Easy come, easy go as they say

[tension_the_wire]

* I also randomaly smite and applaud people. The system is such a waste of time anyway...sure Im gonna exploit it.
* Last week I broke the skin on my drummers brand new Vinnie Paul signiture drum. I put it back in the case and didn't say anything when he flipped out.
* My Kirsty (my g/f) and I often quite naughty and hardly ever act my age. Im 30!
* And Law, I know exactly what you mean. At least you broke up at the height...

its better to burn out than it is to fade away - Neil Young

[rxqueen]

* After being together for 10 years, Im still head over heels in love with my girlfriend.
* I masterbate while my g/f is asleep next to me.
* I sometimes think of my g/f sister and her mum when we have sex!

Ouch! That would hurt me like nothing else.. My sister had a shitty boyfriend for three or four years or so. He was obsessed with sex.. He had no problem masturbating next to her, telling her what a bad girl friend she is.. I hated that guy cause he destroyed something in her that surely will never heal..

[tension_the_wire]

* After being together for 10 years, Im still head over heels in love with my girlfriend.
* I masterbate while my g/f is asleep next to me.
* I sometimes think of my g/f sister and her mum when we have sex!

Ouch! That would hurt me like nothing else.. My sister had a shitty boyfriend for three or four years or so. He was obsessed with sex.. He had no problem masturbating next to her, telling her what a bad girl friend she is.. I hated that guy cause he destroyed something in her that surely will never heal..

What! Its not like I tell her about who Im thinking about. Its not like I do it a lot.
Its why Im confessing...so I can be forgiven!

I might be a stink boyfriend, but I've never once mistreated her.

god damn...