@lostpilot: They haven't even had the balls to send me a personal apology, let alone a reason. I love Linkin Park, but their management should contract the chronic squirts for all I care. No balls, I tell you. Thanks for the support, man.

May I chip in again? I feel like I've got so much to tell right now...

+ My current GP, neurologists and intern are finally seeing beyond their noses. After two hospitals and several trips to the ER, hallelujah, I'm not taken for some dying swan! They promised me to examine me thorougly, because they think my symptoms could ehh, be actually real and they may find something, like, in my brain...  #sarcasm
+ I'm going to get physiotherapy again, or at least an examination. This has helped me a lot before, so I'm keeping my hopes up. Maybe the symptoms might turn out to be more reversible than I thought, you know.
+ Most of my teachers and all of my classmates are being really nice and supportive to me. School is fun now.

- My neighbor hags are picking on me on the building's whatsapp. They're commenting on my disability and then on the fact that i'm ignoring them. None of them has asked me how I feel or has visited me, or even talked to me...
- My graphic design teacher has given me a 4,0 for an at least decent project. Because it doesn't matter that screens make me spastic and trying doesn't deserve some extra credit, of course.

+/- I'm scared of my two examinations, because none of both are a picnic and they're so soon already...  Seriously, guys, I shouldn't be complaining about this, but I'm just afraid for what's going to come.
+/- Tomorrow, I'm going to ask the dean whether I can get an exemption for graphic design. Wish me luck!

what is the cure to addiction and depression? all I know is people learn to live with their condition, like an alcoholic can never drink again, no matter if 10 or 30 years have passed. One drink and its all back to start. Still good for you being positive about things.

So you smoked weed to ease the pain of your depression? sounds like a vicious circle.

Congrats on getting out of that situation and being more optimistic now. I think we always look too much at the bigger picture and forget the small things, like meeting a friend, listening to music, seeing a beautiful sundown, having a cup of tea.

I love weed but its a drug after all and the body gets used to the effect real quick. If I do it too often I'll end up smoking 5, 6 joints in one evening and that wastes a lot of money, too. Aside from the fact that those amounts cannot be healthy for my mind ^_^ Occasionally its nice to be sitting at home after a day of work, smoking a joint and playing call of duty on xbox live or watching some episode but definitely not on a regular basis.

that's good to hear v, addictions are for the weak

do you exercise as well? probably one of the most underrated ways of coping with life's shitballs

man you live in charleroi, no wonder you get depressed and addicted to shit. move now brah, flanders is great every time of the year

eating healthy is a great start though, happy for you

+/- Thanksgiving

+ L.A Autoshow
++ 4th time in my life a find a cellphone LOL
+ My Samsung Galaxy Camera fixed for free
- Holidays coming soon

-got my heart broke again
+ got my heart broke again
+ great tunes
+/-  "soft" drugs
+ online movie leak season
+ no work today=soft drugs +great tunes +online movie leak marathon

- Finals tomorrow
- Anxious as fuck
- Did hardly any studying

+++ found a new love, it's pretty fresh but I hope it becomes serious
- - - had to break another's heart for that
+ 2 days to work till holidays
+ celebrate Christmas with my siblings
+ celebrate New Years Eve with my new love and friends
+ my birthday is soon, and I will maybe also celebrate it with my new love
+ bonus salary
+I've gained 13 kilogram weight in 8 months without getting fatter, I've even lost a lot of my belly fat.
- feel a bit sick and tired these days

++ about to drink coffee
-- to help me focus while studying for finals

+ and page get!!

- Still waiting for my next semester to start.
- Nothing to do in between now and then.

+++ Sold my first music license
++++got a gig doing composing for a cartoon.
- music as a job?

+/- Getting my laptop's hard drive fixed

+ Crooks&Castles x Pure Bong/Bubbler Set
+ Crooks&Castles x YES. Snowboard
+ QP' of Kush
+ Tostitos
+ Spring

- Earthquake in Nepal

- my grandma died today

Sorry to hear that, man.